again, I feel so tired. Everyone wants thing to be good, I do. I am really tired right now. I think if I still have a chance to be a leader in college or university next time, I might pass this tough job to others. Sometimes, I am envy the classes that are really good in cooperation. My class do have some who really active but the point is people are selfish, we always take care for our own goods and also best friends. 1 class. 46 students, S2, its chance to make us met but by choice to make us become friends. To be sincere, I really appreciate that. We smile, we laugh, we argue but then at the end we still treasure each other. 

As a monitor, I still having the responsible to take care the class and also make sure you guys to follow the school rules. # just try to give a supportive response, I am tired of doing the same thing again and again. I shout in front of the class, no matter what the response is, I need to go by one to one and tell the same thing again and again. This is the first time that I felt tired of doing this. For me, last time, this might just be a kind advice that I gave but now I have the feeling "why should I so care?" Sorry for my emotion currently. Maybe what I think is more than what you thought, but trust me, worry more is better than less.

Teachers passed by and saw we did, for the class, as long as the teacher didn't scold then everything will be alright. For me, S2 name going to be ruined again. Some teachers might saying something not good behind and you never know because I never share. I listened to their words, I started to think, are we really good? or are we really that bad? What I did is not only because I have the responsibility but more to I want to have a class that everyone LIKE, everyone can feel the unity and the happiness.