time never wait for anyone

Counting down for college to reopen. Sad to admit that I am over enjoyed my holidays, tried to study and do some revisions but I am not effective at all. Keep telling myself that at least I started but that is just a way of comforting myself. 2 months left for official trial. Everyone knows that time is not enough. Summore I am stupid enough thinking am I choosing the right course to study at this stupid moment. Thinking about will I use all the knowledges I learnt in this programme. Drove to Taylor with the accompanion of dad this morning to hand in my letter as official dropping Further Mathematics. Doesn't have any feeling like release, I thought I would have. On the other hand, I was thinking how if my result comes out good, will I regret. My answer remains NO, great that at least I am sure with something. Checked the latest tuition fee, it stills costing 10K although I am holding 3 subjects only.
What to do? STOP THINKING MUCH AND START STUDYING HARD ! 1 year left for CAL, still need to pay 20K. I won't allow myself for wasting parents' money. Study hard together guys.